Post by fairymeadow on Jun 23, 2009 7:44:52 GMT
Hi forum members, I have an unusuall question as many told me before it is not possible that reiki stopps to flow.
I was attuned 4 month ago, it was really interesting, my feelings and emotions went up and down, forward and backwards and I had an urgent need to learn more about the spiritual world. I felt strong connected until one day.
The person that gave me the attunement, also has a reiki group, where people meet and give each other reiki. I took part twice, nothing happened, it was nice. However, there is one person, his presence just caused my to get angry, me bothering, very uncomfortable, like a energy theft!??!
that day, I asked to be protected and help to give peace what ever disturbs me from thsi person and help me that I am not a problem for him either. (this was when we met in thsi group). I felt very, very relaxed before, after the group I was very agressive. I was told by my teacher, that is the change because I have been attuned 6 weeks ago. I do agree, I think that is not right, I would say that I picked up something which my soul/body did not like?!?! Can someone help? I am very hypersensitive and pick up emotions..
Second, my reiki was flowing really, really strong prior this group meeting and my prayer. It does not feel hot, nore any other feelings. My life went also a bit out of track too, I lost a tooth, car accident, my computer broke and it broke again during trnasport etc...
When I think of the day I went to the reiki group, I always have this person come into my mind. When I received reiki by a person, I saw him, holding his hand during all reiki treatment above a persons head (top chakra).
I have the feeling my reiki flow has been blocked? as this person is reiki master and would know peraps how to do it.
I do not like this person, there is something bothering me. I dont know if anyone understand what I mean, but I feel it comes from him, I am usually a peacefull person.
Can someone send like a ill wish or block, might it be the case here? What can I do to clear myself?
Sorry long story, not sure if this is the right place, but perhaps someone can help? F.
I was attuned 4 month ago, it was really interesting, my feelings and emotions went up and down, forward and backwards and I had an urgent need to learn more about the spiritual world. I felt strong connected until one day.
The person that gave me the attunement, also has a reiki group, where people meet and give each other reiki. I took part twice, nothing happened, it was nice. However, there is one person, his presence just caused my to get angry, me bothering, very uncomfortable, like a energy theft!??!
that day, I asked to be protected and help to give peace what ever disturbs me from thsi person and help me that I am not a problem for him either. (this was when we met in thsi group). I felt very, very relaxed before, after the group I was very agressive. I was told by my teacher, that is the change because I have been attuned 6 weeks ago. I do agree, I think that is not right, I would say that I picked up something which my soul/body did not like?!?! Can someone help? I am very hypersensitive and pick up emotions..
Second, my reiki was flowing really, really strong prior this group meeting and my prayer. It does not feel hot, nore any other feelings. My life went also a bit out of track too, I lost a tooth, car accident, my computer broke and it broke again during trnasport etc...
When I think of the day I went to the reiki group, I always have this person come into my mind. When I received reiki by a person, I saw him, holding his hand during all reiki treatment above a persons head (top chakra).
I have the feeling my reiki flow has been blocked? as this person is reiki master and would know peraps how to do it.
I do not like this person, there is something bothering me. I dont know if anyone understand what I mean, but I feel it comes from him, I am usually a peacefull person.
Can someone send like a ill wish or block, might it be the case here? What can I do to clear myself?
Sorry long story, not sure if this is the right place, but perhaps someone can help? F.
