Post by Lightwanderer on Nov 29, 2006 17:56:11 GMT
I just realised that I didn't write much about myself in the main message of this thread, so i'll tell you a bit about myself here...
When I was 5 I saw Jesus Christ standing in front of me, I don't know what he told me but since then (i think) I've felt a stronge urge to help and heal people. I always got in trouble in school for defending the weak, anyway, when I was 7 I decided I wanted to become a priest. Not to be powerful or wealthy, but to help people and protect the weak ones in society.
Faith wanted things differently, because of the political situation we had to Leave Chile and move to Sweden, and I lost contact with the church. I didn't lose my calling anyway. I ended up searching for god in several churches and sects but none of those gave me what I was looking for, so I began exploring the occult world and found... well, nothing. Though I did learn a lot about healing, ghosts and herbs for medicinal uses. It was fun, fascinating but it didn't give me what I was looking for. I went on studing to become a nurse but the thought of having to do with blood was too much for me, so I became a computer freak instead. As a consultant I did a great job since I could forsee the customers needs before even meeting them. But all good things must come to an end, and the company was shut down. Now I work in at a school helping in the education of forreign adults to speak Swedish. Regardless of what I do I end up helping the weak and defenceless... and searching for god...
Some time ago I was searching for information about the violet flame, since I got the weird idea that it could be great to have as a healing tool, and most of the links I found directed me to reiki. So I signed up for a maillist with info about reiki and too late I realised that what I had done was to sign up for Reiki initiation at www.reikisecrets.com/ . After the attunement I realised that this was what I was looking for, a direct link to universal love, to god. So I decided to learn everything about Reiki... and well, here I am. Still searching for the divine love and more advanced ways to help others and to find my place in this world once again, as I did as a child when I was 5...
When I was 5 I saw Jesus Christ standing in front of me, I don't know what he told me but since then (i think) I've felt a stronge urge to help and heal people. I always got in trouble in school for defending the weak, anyway, when I was 7 I decided I wanted to become a priest. Not to be powerful or wealthy, but to help people and protect the weak ones in society.
Faith wanted things differently, because of the political situation we had to Leave Chile and move to Sweden, and I lost contact with the church. I didn't lose my calling anyway. I ended up searching for god in several churches and sects but none of those gave me what I was looking for, so I began exploring the occult world and found... well, nothing. Though I did learn a lot about healing, ghosts and herbs for medicinal uses. It was fun, fascinating but it didn't give me what I was looking for. I went on studing to become a nurse but the thought of having to do with blood was too much for me, so I became a computer freak instead. As a consultant I did a great job since I could forsee the customers needs before even meeting them. But all good things must come to an end, and the company was shut down. Now I work in at a school helping in the education of forreign adults to speak Swedish. Regardless of what I do I end up helping the weak and defenceless... and searching for god...
Some time ago I was searching for information about the violet flame, since I got the weird idea that it could be great to have as a healing tool, and most of the links I found directed me to reiki. So I signed up for a maillist with info about reiki and too late I realised that what I had done was to sign up for Reiki initiation at www.reikisecrets.com/ . After the attunement I realised that this was what I was looking for, a direct link to universal love, to god. So I decided to learn everything about Reiki... and well, here I am. Still searching for the divine love and more advanced ways to help others and to find my place in this world once again, as I did as a child when I was 5...