Post by fruity on Oct 20, 2010 13:11:09 GMT
I posted this on another forum I go on yesterday. I had this experience yesterday afternoon and I still feel a million times better than I have in a long time if not ever! 
I just wanted to share, its a bit ooky spooky even for me, it may even be an experience as a result of odd brain activity but I'm pretty sure its not lol
Anyway I hope it helps in some way, the experience has defintiely helped me.
I had posted the other day because I was having a few problems understanding and dealing with things going on in my life and the way people have been acting, I read the replies and just first of all want to say thanks for those of you who did reply. Today I had a migraine/head pain which was turning into one of those brainbuster headaches, took my painkillers and lay down with the pillow squished around my head, my cat came up and lay down next to me on the sofa, thinking he wanted petting I did pet him a bit and told him I had a migraine and couldnt pet him much at the moment and turned around, he walked round and sat at the other side and miaowed at me as if he was talking to me. I felt like he was helping me and understood my pain. So I was talking to him and petting him and my headache started to settle down so I lay back down and was going to go for a sleep to make sure I got rid of the rest of it and I had a bit of an epiphany. I realised that my soul and consciousness does not have inner light, it is inner light. We are all inner light and I realised that I was meant to have my cat and he was meant to be here for me and that I am surrounded by souls from many lifetimes guiding me and helping me in this life. I realised that I chose this physical body and its human experience and that I knew that it was going to be a tough one but I would learn so much from it and would help the other physical bodies around me in this lifetime. I also learned that I now know if and when it is my time to leave this physical body that if I get to choose again I would choose another hard path to be on because I know that it allows you to touch so many other souls that are in other bodies and help them to realise and remember that they also chose their path and human experience in their physical bodies. The physical body I am in has experienced a lot of hardships and also some great experiences but I can see that the hardships are the ones that I have truly learned from and that the physical state of my current body does not matter because its just a physical body and not what I truly am although I am grateful for the use of this physical body because it has taught me so much. As I was lying down with my eyes closed realising all this I knew that the souls and spirits that guide me are always with me and were right at that moment. I could see beautiful purple shapes and images of the other souls in my head and felt that I was ready to accept my guides and for them to revel themselves to me as I am no longer afraid of them I embrace them and welcome them to continue to guide me through this lifetime and know that I will meet them again when I finally leave my current physical body. I feel at one with the universe and now understand my role and meaning of why I am here. I am ready to face all the hardships this lifetime still has to throw at me and know that whatever happens is meant to be and that it will only serve to help my soul for the rest of this physical life and any more that will follow. I wish you all the best for this lifetime and the nextxx
I just wanted to share, its a bit ooky spooky even for me, it may even be an experience as a result of odd brain activity but I'm pretty sure its not lol Anyway I hope it helps in some way, the experience has defintiely helped me.
I had posted the other day because I was having a few problems understanding and dealing with things going on in my life and the way people have been acting, I read the replies and just first of all want to say thanks for those of you who did reply.
Today I had a migraine/head pain which was turning into one of those brainbuster headaches, took my painkillers and lay down with the pillow squished around my head, my cat came up and lay down next to me on the sofa, thinking he wanted petting I did pet him a bit and told him I had a migraine and couldnt pet him much at the moment and turned around, he walked round and sat at the other side and miaowed at me as if he was talking to me. I felt like he was helping me and understood my pain. So I was talking to him and petting him and my headache started to settle down so I lay back down and was going to go for a sleep to make sure I got rid of the rest of it and I had a bit of an epiphany. I realised that my soul and consciousness does not have inner light, it is inner light. We are all inner light and I realised that I was meant to have my cat and he was meant to be here for me and that I am surrounded by souls from many lifetimes guiding me and helping me in this life. I realised that I chose this physical body and its human experience and that I knew that it was going to be a tough one but I would learn so much from it and would help the other physical bodies around me in this lifetime. I also learned that I now know if and when it is my time to leave this physical body that if I get to choose again I would choose another hard path to be on because I know that it allows you to touch so many other souls that are in other bodies and help them to realise and remember that they also chose their path and human experience in their physical bodies. The physical body I am in has experienced a lot of hardships and also some great experiences but I can see that the hardships are the ones that I have truly learned from and that the physical state of my current body does not matter because its just a physical body and not what I truly am although I am grateful for the use of this physical body because it has taught me so much. As I was lying down with my eyes closed realising all this I knew that the souls and spirits that guide me are always with me and were right at that moment. I could see beautiful purple shapes and images of the other souls in my head and felt that I was ready to accept my guides and for them to revel themselves to me as I am no longer afraid of them I embrace them and welcome them to continue to guide me through this lifetime and know that I will meet them again when I finally leave my current physical body. I feel at one with the universe and now understand my role and meaning of why I am here. I am ready to face all the hardships this lifetime still has to throw at me and know that whatever happens is meant to be and that it will only serve to help my soul for the rest of this physical life and any more that will follow. I wish you all the best for this lifetime and the nextxx 