Post by enivid on Feb 2, 2008 7:56:55 GMT
I stepped off the 'merry go round of life' for about fifteen minutes, during the small hours of this morning.
What did I learn?
I learned that this thing we call life is no more than an illusion; a software program: 'Windows XP for the earth plane'
Once you learn how to operate this, then you can go on and achieve anything. Yes that's right,, ANYTHING!!!
I awoke at 3.30 AM and felt really strange - detached, with a heightened awareness, an awareness that I've never previously experienced.
I went to use the toilet and heard my Guide speak to me as clear as day. He told me that I'm always preaching to others about 'how you are not of this world, the world is within you' He advised me to heed my own counsel and manifest something special for myself.
My recollection was of having one foot in this world and another in the spiritual plane; walking between the two worlds if you like...
I returned to my bed and started affirming that 'I am God also'. I am the creator of my Universe. I choose wealth, health and happiness. My molecular structure started to change right in front of me and I knew that I was being realigned with the 'grid'. I was told that my DNA structure was being activated. I vibrated out of my body.... I was aware of a screen to the left of my bed and saw a classroom full of students observing my actions. I felt strangely mechanical and my 'earthly' surroundings even more so?
I've never felt so alone before - in the knowledge that - all I had was my soul, but you know what? It felt monumentally awesome! Your own soul is and always shall be more than enough!
SO
With all of this insight and understanding to my life, why do I feel so low and despondent tonight? Why can I inspire, counsel and blah, blah blah. Why do I have all of these answers, yet still make such a mess of things....?
Thanks for allowing me the grace to vent and giving me a safe place to do so...
What did I learn?
I learned that this thing we call life is no more than an illusion; a software program: 'Windows XP for the earth plane'
Once you learn how to operate this, then you can go on and achieve anything. Yes that's right,, ANYTHING!!!
I awoke at 3.30 AM and felt really strange - detached, with a heightened awareness, an awareness that I've never previously experienced.
I went to use the toilet and heard my Guide speak to me as clear as day. He told me that I'm always preaching to others about 'how you are not of this world, the world is within you' He advised me to heed my own counsel and manifest something special for myself.
My recollection was of having one foot in this world and another in the spiritual plane; walking between the two worlds if you like...
I returned to my bed and started affirming that 'I am God also'. I am the creator of my Universe. I choose wealth, health and happiness. My molecular structure started to change right in front of me and I knew that I was being realigned with the 'grid'. I was told that my DNA structure was being activated. I vibrated out of my body.... I was aware of a screen to the left of my bed and saw a classroom full of students observing my actions. I felt strangely mechanical and my 'earthly' surroundings even more so?
I've never felt so alone before - in the knowledge that - all I had was my soul, but you know what? It felt monumentally awesome! Your own soul is and always shall be more than enough!
SO
With all of this insight and understanding to my life, why do I feel so low and despondent tonight? Why can I inspire, counsel and blah, blah blah. Why do I have all of these answers, yet still make such a mess of things....?
Thanks for allowing me the grace to vent and giving me a safe place to do so...