Hi new menber question about my reiki master

[truedreamer]

Hello im new here, for as long as i can rerember strange things have allways happened to me its got worse lately so i looked in to having my chakras balanced, fast forward weeks later and ive just been attuned to reiki 1.

Somethings with my reiki master im a little unsure of now if im honest. They gave me a right telling of for doing something wrong where as i feel it wasnt explained properly to me and in the manuel they gave me mentioned nothing on it.

i was doing some reiki to day and something happened that really scared me i was only attuned on sunday so didnt think anything would happen like this allready and thought when it didi it would happen slowly as my master had told me not like it did.
i phoned my reiki master and they said its fine will happen then for my telephone started making all funny noise and we got cut off, my phone would not work for 15 mins after as the battery light was flashing even though it was fully charged, at this point i was petrified as i know how spirits can drain batterys, i was in the house with my son who has special needs.

When i was able to phone my reiki master back they said its fine ive got to get used to it and in future to email and if they think its serious then they will phone me.

I sort of feel ive had athe flood gates open and they are now deserting me to deal by my self.

Am still feeling freacked out by it all.

Please can some one give me some advice Thankyou in advance

Truedreamer

[enivid]

Hello Truedreamer,

It's common after a leap of spiritual growth, or an attunement for your energy to change significantly, in fact, it's a given. You may find that you need to re-balance your energies with electrical possesions, such as mobile/cell phone.

I know if I'm on the PC and am feeling emotional. then it may crash or freeze etc. Please don't be freaked out. Drink plenty of water to flush out those toxins and practice 'grounding' exercises. There is nothing to fear. Promise.

Best wishes,
Danny

[truedreamer]

Thanks for replying, maybe i should explain things a little more better!!

In My manual when it says about self healing it tells you each thing you need to do like 1) gassho etc but no where it says about using protection for self healing it does for when using reiki on some one else but not for self healing.
So for the first few days ive been doing it without protection when i queried it with my master they went crazy at me shouting down the phone to me, when i came off the phone i burst out crying. I have the uttermost respect for reiki and if i thought for 1 min that i should of been using protection then i would.

So yesterday i did the reiki with protection, when i got to my throat chakra i heard a hissing noise like pressure release his, then when i got to my heart chakra a man came forward and said "hello, how are you" i straight away closed my self down and was petrified, when i tried to call my reiki master for help as he had been telling me this kind of thing wouldnt happen for months or even years as its a very slow process, he was telling me to get used to it and then we got cut off.

After 20 mins for the phone to work again for no reason when i called them back they said in future to email and if they think its urgent enough then they will phone me.

So i was really shaken after all of this, i feel that the way my reiki master is treating me is unfair.

[enivid]

OK, truedreamer,

Thanks for the further clarification. It sounds to me like your Reiki Master is feeling out of their depth with you.

First of all, what or whom do you wish to seek protection from?
Can you identify why you are so frightened? From what you've said, your Reiki master's approach appears less than grounded. And they have clearly unsettled you in the process. Shouting down the phone at a new initiate doesn't strike me as helpful.

You've had a spiritual awakening - in some that is a very slow and deliberate process, however, in your case, it's happened spontaneously. The ability to hear/see/sense spirit is one that many covet and strive for, so I hope you can look at this from a more objective view point.

How was your upbringing (this question can be rhetorical)? Was the concept of talking to spirits considered demonic or some-such?
The spirit visitor that you had, struck me as being friendly. Although I can understand how this new ability can spook you at first.

I've written loads about mediumship and the early stages of development. I'll see if I can dig out anything appropriate for you.

Speak soon. I hope this helps a little,

Danny

[chris2504]

true dreamer

it seems to me that you may have opened up more energetically to the reiki energy than would be expected. if anything you may want toground yourself so that way you do not have uncontrolable flare ups or what you can do is when you feel the energy is really strong try doing self healing techniques.

i must strongly inform you that you are safe reiki does not cause anyone harm it is done with the utmost highest good of the recipient and with pure unconditional love and light if you still feel uneasy you could always call upon the protective rays of archangel michael to surround you and your home and state that only wich is of the highest good may enter your home and that nothing of mal intent lower level vibrationor negative energy is permitted to enter.

as for the phone going wako that is typicle with reiki because your energy frequencies vibrate at a higher rate than that of the phone that is also why it is recomended that you remove any watches or jewelry before any treatment or attunement as it may or may not have adverse effects to the items. i have had watches stop completely when doing treatements or attunements.

ie .. i would check my watch before the treatments or even just channeling the energies and it would be fine and the times would match all together with the house clocks after channeling my watch would be 10 min slower then the house clocks.

hope this eases your fear

let me know if i can help any further

love and light

chris

[truedreamer]

thanks everyone for replying.

At the moment im to scared to do reiki on my self i know i should as the 21 day cleansing but im to petrified to.

I really wasnt expecting this to happen straight away. My reiki master drummed it in to me that it will take years to achieve this so to get it after 5 days of attunement im petrified,

ive got 2 children the oldest is nearly 9 and is autistic and we think our youngest is to they are just being assessed to see if they are on the spectrum.
My oldest is very sensitive and wont play upstairs by himself and sleep in his bedroom our bedrooms like the waltons all of us sleeping in there!!
Im really feeling at the moment that i wished that i hadnt been attuned now as i dont want my oldest picking up on anything else and its all scared me.

My reiki master i feel now sort of talked me into it and now is being really unhelpful.

I do carry is it hematite(sp?) with me for grounding,


What im thinking of doing is just having a break from my reiki master for a couple of weeks and not doing any reiki and see how i feel after that, if i feel like continuing would i be able to find another reiki master??

[enivid]

Your energy feels more settled now. Always remember that you are in control of how things pan out. If you wish to have a break, then this is your right. Try and remember to drink plenty of water though to flush out your system.

You will always find support on this site. We are priviliged to have such fantastic members, who truly make this forum the place that it is.
If you prefer an 'in person' Master/teacher, then, of course, you may change to somebody more suited to you.

Either way, I wish you love on your jouney, wherever it may take you.

Namaste,
Danny

[chris2504]

what danny has said is true we all work with compassion for our students here on the forum however i am getting the sence that the spirit person that came forward to you is your spirit guide many of us here work with them as they guide and aide us in our attunements and healing sessions they are nothing to be affraid of but like danny said it isnt unusual that one dosent get spooked at the first initial contact with them i must admit i too was petrified of what was to come with the reiki ability but now have been doing reiki for two years and find that my spiritual connection with everything arround me is growing stronger everyday. if it helps there is a way that you canask the energies to be more subtle and that you open up at a subtle pace than that of a quick rapid pace. all you have to do is make a clear stated intention for it to do so.

we here on the forum can also help you with this if you like

love and light

chris

usui reiki master/ teacher
kundalini reiki master/teacher
and gold reiki practitioner

[truedreamer]

Thankyou everyone for your advice, been off line for a few days as there was a problem with the phone line.

Before i was attuned to reiki with my reiki master i paid for a session to find my spirit guide, i feel that the infomation i was given was wrong, i was given a full name year or birth, year of death, the ocupation, where they lived and it wasnt that lang ago just over a 100 years i have tried searching for them online and came up with nothing.
Also when i call out i dont get any signs from them.

[chris2504]

hmmm sounds to me like the spirit person your teacher may or may not have gotten into contactwith was probably his/her own spiritguide spirit guides in my opinion only appear to those they are guiding but i may be wrong.

if you would like to be reattuned please fee free to askany of the masters here on the forumwe are all here for each other and do not charge any fees as we allfeelthat reiki is a gift that should be shared with every one.

if you have any further question please by all means feel free to IM me on either of the MSN [e-mail]
Yahoo IM Mystic_Angel_Midnight_Sky
or on here what ever way you prefer is fine with me i will answer as soon as i can

blessed be my freind

may spirit guide and protect you

namaste