I really need some help and fast.

[fruity]

In the last year my health has been terrible and is getting worse and also because of circumstances with problem neighbours its actually really starting to make me worse a lot worse. Ive called social services time and again to try and get help and support but am getting nowhere.

I am and have been suicidal for months now. I dont want to be but I really cant see anyway out of this situation. I had begun to accept my condition only to have more crap thrown at me from all directions.

I actually feel now like Im having the life sucked out of me and Im a nervous wreck because of my daughter, lack of support from my family, neighbours who are actually sucking my energy am sure and problems with the medical profession and the benefits system.

My blog is @ www.hypermobile.co.uk which explains more in my online diary. Im also waiting for appt at neurology for MRI scan.

I seriously feel like giving up, please help.

[fruity]

Well today I seem to be getting somewhere and I do feel less stressed out although things still arent brilliant. Stef if you are still here could I have a copy of your reiki manual as Ive lost it since moving house last year!? And Im gonna try some of the grounding exercises in my Reiki for Life book too!

Best wishes to everyone!

[Suzie]

Stef comes on here now and then. Sometimes doesn't look at the boards so you might want to send her a pm

[fruity]

ok thanks!! willdo!

[naropa]

Sent ;D