Post by Danny on Sept 26, 2011 14:12:28 GMT
Hello again,
I've been meaning to write about the last six months of my journey and repeated attempts have been scrapped, as I've struggled to find the right words.
When a relationship ends it can be excruciatingly painful and survival is invariably the order of the day. You often live minute by minute, hour to hour and it's almost an achievement to get through the day. Then you have the anxiety to look forward to; that desperate, empty feeling in the pit of your stomach and countless weeks/months without sleep. I guess what I'm referring to is depression and it can be so insidious that I've heard it described like a worm eating you alive from the inside, till one day you find there's nothing left any more.
An empty shell walking round, going through the motions and crying from the inside and out at the least provocation...
I recall during the summer having to travel to our head office to do a course and it ended up being one of the greatest challenges of my life; not because of the content, but due to my emotional/mental state. I'd be in my hotel room sobbing my heart out, then having to pull myself together in readiness to do presentations in front of my peers. I can say with hand on my heart, that my work was probably the weakest on offer, but you know what; I'm damn proud, of still - despite everything - being able to pull it off!
It was soon after that an Angel and gift entered my life, I'm not going to mention any names on here, but she knows who she is. It is said that people enter our lives for a 'reason, a season or a lifetime' and it's looking like it may have been a 'reason'. This beautiful soul restored my energies and offered healing, love and friendship without conditions or expecting anything in return. She taught me how to love again, laugh and even the desire to dance with my own spirit returned. My creativity is back, as is a sense of balance and inner harmony. I'm even firmly back on track with my spiritual path as a medium and healer, having been offered the opportunity to do a demonstration at a venue in November. My first paid event.
The reason for posting this is to remind anybody who is suffering right now, that there is purpose to everything and through adversity comes the opportunity for the greatest growth. This is where inner strength is derived, compassion cultivated and character is built. Never give up on yourself, for you are truly worth and capable of more than you ever dreamed possible.
I wish to thank those souls who helped me through the last six months, in particular, the one who lives in another hemisphere. You know who you are.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2KgU1E6D1U
I've been meaning to write about the last six months of my journey and repeated attempts have been scrapped, as I've struggled to find the right words.
When a relationship ends it can be excruciatingly painful and survival is invariably the order of the day. You often live minute by minute, hour to hour and it's almost an achievement to get through the day. Then you have the anxiety to look forward to; that desperate, empty feeling in the pit of your stomach and countless weeks/months without sleep. I guess what I'm referring to is depression and it can be so insidious that I've heard it described like a worm eating you alive from the inside, till one day you find there's nothing left any more.
An empty shell walking round, going through the motions and crying from the inside and out at the least provocation...
I recall during the summer having to travel to our head office to do a course and it ended up being one of the greatest challenges of my life; not because of the content, but due to my emotional/mental state. I'd be in my hotel room sobbing my heart out, then having to pull myself together in readiness to do presentations in front of my peers. I can say with hand on my heart, that my work was probably the weakest on offer, but you know what; I'm damn proud, of still - despite everything - being able to pull it off!
It was soon after that an Angel and gift entered my life, I'm not going to mention any names on here, but she knows who she is. It is said that people enter our lives for a 'reason, a season or a lifetime' and it's looking like it may have been a 'reason'. This beautiful soul restored my energies and offered healing, love and friendship without conditions or expecting anything in return. She taught me how to love again, laugh and even the desire to dance with my own spirit returned. My creativity is back, as is a sense of balance and inner harmony. I'm even firmly back on track with my spiritual path as a medium and healer, having been offered the opportunity to do a demonstration at a venue in November. My first paid event.
The reason for posting this is to remind anybody who is suffering right now, that there is purpose to everything and through adversity comes the opportunity for the greatest growth. This is where inner strength is derived, compassion cultivated and character is built. Never give up on yourself, for you are truly worth and capable of more than you ever dreamed possible.
I wish to thank those souls who helped me through the last six months, in particular, the one who lives in another hemisphere. You know who you are.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2KgU1E6D1U
