Post by ac on Nov 15, 2017 16:35:29 GMT
Hi all. I am looking for some answers, maybe. I have posted this story on reddit and on wordpress. I keep wondering what happened.
Please just read the post and see. Simple answers.. haha
This happened a few years ago, and there is more to the story, 2014 ish ... I will add at a later time
It Kundalini??
My story. This is my first post/blog.. A bit about myself. I am just your average normal husband/ male everyday kind of person. Married over 20 years and 2 daughters. Good health and self employed.
I have gone through an amazing transformation of some kind from within and I just feel different.
Things to mention, I have started back to Taoist Tai Chi. I get relaxation massage as well as RMT and I have been to Chiro too. Not sure if it applies, but it might.
The 1st time I felt any kind of energy release happening I was at my relaxation masseuse. She is really great. It was back in Aug 2013 sometime. I get a full body massage, and is very legit. I feel very relaxed when she is done. The room is very quiet and some great relaxing music is playing and all the attention is for her clients is to relax and forget things for an hour or so. Towards the end of the massage I get a pressure point massage done around my forehead and temples. She starts with me on my back and starts at the base of my head and works her way around to the top of my head then down to my forehead 3rd eye area. From there, right between my eyebrows, to my hair line and down to my temple area. There is constant flow of touch and this is where it gets interesting. At that point, right from the bottom of my feet, I almost fell into some kind of daze. My toes tingled a bit and I felt a little off centre. Took me a minute or so, but did not think much of it.
Move the clocks forward to mid October.. Same massage, everything the same. But this time I was watching and feeling for it. But this time she took her index and middle fingers and rubbed from the tip of my nose to the top of it. One finger on each side in a constant flow. Once she started I felt like I was floating and a surge of energy driving out from my 3rd eye area. Right away my kneecaps started to twitch and my toes were curled again! My masseuse could feel the rush coming out of my system. I felt a little out of control and unsure what was happening. I was afraid that I was having some kind of attack or seizure. But it felt so good I let it ride. And well to be honest I thought I had an orgasm. I did not want to say anything because I was a little embarrassed. It took me about 5 minutes to come back to earth and get my bearings. It was an incredible sensation.
Again bring the clocks forward to Dec 2013. This part of my story will happen in a span of 2 weeks. Like I have mentioned earlier, I am self employed and as like many people like me have gone through some real tough times. I was in a place where I did not want to be and felt like the weight of the universe was on me. Being in my mid 40’s, I still have to show ‘the boys how things are done. Well, I suffered a terrible back injury, and had a hard time just moving about. I did not want to go to the doctor and get a bag of pills and see you later. I decided to call my RMT and start the healing process that way. I went for 2 sessions in two days and was recommended to go to a chiropractor for some immediate treatments. So I booked right away. I also continued with my RMT and also some relaxation therapy massage. So it was the following treatments in this order for 2 weeks. Chiro, RMT with acupuncture, Relaxation massage and Taoist Tai Chi.
My RMT is very sweet and I have talked at length with her about all that happened. She also is a level 2 reiki healer and the terms she used were meridians, Kundalini, ayuravedic and qi gong type stuff. We even kinda joked about “The Force” from Star Wars. After my 3rd RMT session in 1 week I was hoping that she would give me a little reiki just to see. And she did. All the RMT started with was placing her hands just over my 3rd eye area, it was almost instant. Knees shaking and toes curling and everything. This time it was beyond my imagination. My RMT said she could “see“ waves of energy just rushing out of me. She must have been there for many minutes. I was in total bliss, almost loss of consciousness, floating, out of mind/body, loss of breath, trace like state. I was terrified, but only for a moment, then once I realized that this feels amazing, I just let it flow however it wanted. She moved her hands away and the sensation was gone. I asked her to go back, and it happened again. I put my hands over hers and it accelerated, almost to the point where is where it was too strong, beyond where I was a few minutes earlier. She slowly moved her hands away from me and all the feelings subsided. My RMT left the room for me to collect myself and get dressed. It took me almost 10 minutes just to stand, and she had knocked on the door a few times just to see if I was alright. I finally got up, dressed and went home. As soon as I got outside the streetlights became very hard to look at. The brightness of them hurt my eyes. I started to get a bit of a headache. But a different kind of pain. Almost like someone was trying to drive a hot nail between my eyes into the centre of my head. I did a little reading up and what I could assume it was my pineal gland. The effects stayed with me for hours. I slept like crap that night and the following day I felt like I was in a car accident. Every joint and muscle right down to the hair on my toes hurt. It was like that for about 3 days. I was in a fog of some kind. Could not think straight, uninterested and just no energy to do anything. But then……
Everything started to change within me. I kept up with my Tai Chi. And it felt like never before. There are a few moves where my hands are approx 1 ft apart, called “Holding the ball” and I could “feel” the air move between them. Never had that before. And I perspire now during the 108 move set. Now I am more confident and I feel like there is an energy trying just to flow and get out from me in a very positive way. My thoughts are trying to stay on the upside and I am fighting to stay to the light. People look at me differently now.
Jan 2014. I really started to search around and see what I could find out what happened to me. I chatted at length with my RMT and a few friends who know of reiki and gave them my symptoms. The word Kundalini kept appearing. I did as much research as I could on my own without trying to get overwhelmed. I spoke to about 6-7 different people who have had some kind of experience with reiki and Kundalini stuff. I got many different answers, all valid. It did develop some great conversations. So I decided to have a full Reiki session done. The Master is a friend of mine that I have known for many years, and I felt very comfortable telling her all that I went through. She gave me a real good session and all the sensations that I had came back. It was wonderful. April 2014 After a lot of thought I am going through with my level 1, and I am enjoying it very much. My grand plan is to get my level 2 done, then proceed with maybe learning pressure point massage. My main goal is that if I can help my family and some friends feel better with whatever I can give them, that is what I will do. I have experimented giving small sessions on my daughters and they seem to like it and if they are not having a good day, I can relieve their stresses.
I feel like something is going on and I am on just the beginning of it, not sure what to do or what and why this is happening now.
Please just read the post and see. Simple answers.. haha
This happened a few years ago, and there is more to the story, 2014 ish ... I will add at a later time
It Kundalini??
My story. This is my first post/blog.. A bit about myself. I am just your average normal husband/ male everyday kind of person. Married over 20 years and 2 daughters. Good health and self employed.
I have gone through an amazing transformation of some kind from within and I just feel different.
Things to mention, I have started back to Taoist Tai Chi. I get relaxation massage as well as RMT and I have been to Chiro too. Not sure if it applies, but it might.
The 1st time I felt any kind of energy release happening I was at my relaxation masseuse. She is really great. It was back in Aug 2013 sometime. I get a full body massage, and is very legit. I feel very relaxed when she is done. The room is very quiet and some great relaxing music is playing and all the attention is for her clients is to relax and forget things for an hour or so. Towards the end of the massage I get a pressure point massage done around my forehead and temples. She starts with me on my back and starts at the base of my head and works her way around to the top of my head then down to my forehead 3rd eye area. From there, right between my eyebrows, to my hair line and down to my temple area. There is constant flow of touch and this is where it gets interesting. At that point, right from the bottom of my feet, I almost fell into some kind of daze. My toes tingled a bit and I felt a little off centre. Took me a minute or so, but did not think much of it.
Move the clocks forward to mid October.. Same massage, everything the same. But this time I was watching and feeling for it. But this time she took her index and middle fingers and rubbed from the tip of my nose to the top of it. One finger on each side in a constant flow. Once she started I felt like I was floating and a surge of energy driving out from my 3rd eye area. Right away my kneecaps started to twitch and my toes were curled again! My masseuse could feel the rush coming out of my system. I felt a little out of control and unsure what was happening. I was afraid that I was having some kind of attack or seizure. But it felt so good I let it ride. And well to be honest I thought I had an orgasm. I did not want to say anything because I was a little embarrassed. It took me about 5 minutes to come back to earth and get my bearings. It was an incredible sensation.
Again bring the clocks forward to Dec 2013. This part of my story will happen in a span of 2 weeks. Like I have mentioned earlier, I am self employed and as like many people like me have gone through some real tough times. I was in a place where I did not want to be and felt like the weight of the universe was on me. Being in my mid 40’s, I still have to show ‘the boys how things are done. Well, I suffered a terrible back injury, and had a hard time just moving about. I did not want to go to the doctor and get a bag of pills and see you later. I decided to call my RMT and start the healing process that way. I went for 2 sessions in two days and was recommended to go to a chiropractor for some immediate treatments. So I booked right away. I also continued with my RMT and also some relaxation therapy massage. So it was the following treatments in this order for 2 weeks. Chiro, RMT with acupuncture, Relaxation massage and Taoist Tai Chi.
My RMT is very sweet and I have talked at length with her about all that happened. She also is a level 2 reiki healer and the terms she used were meridians, Kundalini, ayuravedic and qi gong type stuff. We even kinda joked about “The Force” from Star Wars. After my 3rd RMT session in 1 week I was hoping that she would give me a little reiki just to see. And she did. All the RMT started with was placing her hands just over my 3rd eye area, it was almost instant. Knees shaking and toes curling and everything. This time it was beyond my imagination. My RMT said she could “see“ waves of energy just rushing out of me. She must have been there for many minutes. I was in total bliss, almost loss of consciousness, floating, out of mind/body, loss of breath, trace like state. I was terrified, but only for a moment, then once I realized that this feels amazing, I just let it flow however it wanted. She moved her hands away and the sensation was gone. I asked her to go back, and it happened again. I put my hands over hers and it accelerated, almost to the point where is where it was too strong, beyond where I was a few minutes earlier. She slowly moved her hands away from me and all the feelings subsided. My RMT left the room for me to collect myself and get dressed. It took me almost 10 minutes just to stand, and she had knocked on the door a few times just to see if I was alright. I finally got up, dressed and went home. As soon as I got outside the streetlights became very hard to look at. The brightness of them hurt my eyes. I started to get a bit of a headache. But a different kind of pain. Almost like someone was trying to drive a hot nail between my eyes into the centre of my head. I did a little reading up and what I could assume it was my pineal gland. The effects stayed with me for hours. I slept like crap that night and the following day I felt like I was in a car accident. Every joint and muscle right down to the hair on my toes hurt. It was like that for about 3 days. I was in a fog of some kind. Could not think straight, uninterested and just no energy to do anything. But then……
Everything started to change within me. I kept up with my Tai Chi. And it felt like never before. There are a few moves where my hands are approx 1 ft apart, called “Holding the ball” and I could “feel” the air move between them. Never had that before. And I perspire now during the 108 move set. Now I am more confident and I feel like there is an energy trying just to flow and get out from me in a very positive way. My thoughts are trying to stay on the upside and I am fighting to stay to the light. People look at me differently now.
Jan 2014. I really started to search around and see what I could find out what happened to me. I chatted at length with my RMT and a few friends who know of reiki and gave them my symptoms. The word Kundalini kept appearing. I did as much research as I could on my own without trying to get overwhelmed. I spoke to about 6-7 different people who have had some kind of experience with reiki and Kundalini stuff. I got many different answers, all valid. It did develop some great conversations. So I decided to have a full Reiki session done. The Master is a friend of mine that I have known for many years, and I felt very comfortable telling her all that I went through. She gave me a real good session and all the sensations that I had came back. It was wonderful. April 2014 After a lot of thought I am going through with my level 1, and I am enjoying it very much. My grand plan is to get my level 2 done, then proceed with maybe learning pressure point massage. My main goal is that if I can help my family and some friends feel better with whatever I can give them, that is what I will do. I have experimented giving small sessions on my daughters and they seem to like it and if they are not having a good day, I can relieve their stresses.
I feel like something is going on and I am on just the beginning of it, not sure what to do or what and why this is happening now.